When I'm the only one.

I always have things planned out well. 

As in timing and what not. 

I'm always punctual and even early most of the time for I fear being late and it just feels better knowing that I'm ahead of time. Even if something unexpected happen I will still have the extra time to work something out. 

Yes, I have been late as well. But it is usually done on purpose knowing that the consequences to it will not affect me badly. 

I guess due to my habit and attitude. I love working according to a schedule. A well planned schedule that I come up with. It always works great when it only involves me. 

However things do not only evolve around me and I have to live with making plans and following a schedule that matches me and others. 

Unfortunate for me, I'm surrounded by people who doesn't seem to see things the same way as I do. We do not see the importance of being on time or actually having a schedule to follow in the same way. 

I understand how things work differently for others and not all of them are like me. However I cant help it. I do expect them to be somewhere and to be doing something at a certain time. And when it is not happening the way I expected it to. It ruins my mood because it ruins the mental schedule and expectations that I in advance for whatever event that is taking place. 

I wish I could care less about it. 

I should even it has made me the person I am today. 

Because I need to get used to it. 

Noone is ever going to be just like me except me.