Telling myself to stop overthinking.
Stop, Jia Huey. Stop.
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Just wondering
Sometimes when I'm doing stuff concerning you or us I would wonder.
Are you thinking of me now too?
Are you thinking of me now too?
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Being an introvert.
Introverts are at their best when they’re doing things that don’t involve being in the midst of others.
Introverts are thoughtful.
Ignorance is bliss.
I'm trying to ignore or forget whatever I've seen.
But it does not make me happy.
Where is my bliss?
Guess I'm not being ignorant enough.
But it does not make me happy.
Where is my bliss?
Guess I'm not being ignorant enough.
True love.
It's not about remembering anniversaries or honeymoon phases.
It's about loving someone at their worst.
When they are most raw and vulnerable.
At the moment where all their strength has evaporated and their resolve has completely shattered.
Being able to wrap your arms around that person and love them when they're not being so lovable.
That, to me, is true love.
It's about loving someone at their worst.
When they are most raw and vulnerable.
At the moment where all their strength has evaporated and their resolve has completely shattered.
Being able to wrap your arms around that person and love them when they're not being so lovable.
That, to me, is true love.
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Monday, October 26, 2015
Do you still?
I wonder if you have the same feelings as me whenever I look at my phone's lock screen and wallpaper.
that's all i could think about.
If only you were here to see how happy I was knowing that the meeting has been brought forward tomorrow.
All i think about is that I will be able to see you first thing after work tomorrow without further delay.
All i think about is that I will be able to see you first thing after work tomorrow without further delay.
Always and forever.
Hi!
This empty scroll is made for you to fill it up with your wishes and goals.
Let make this day the day you start running towards your aims.
You may put in crazy unrealistic stuff that you think you may not be able to ever achieve too!
Because there is no limit to what a person wants.
Go wild with your imagination and who knows one day you would be able to achieve them afterall!
Good luck, my love.
You know I love you.
Always and forever.
This empty scroll is made for you to fill it up with your wishes and goals.
Let make this day the day you start running towards your aims.
You may put in crazy unrealistic stuff that you think you may not be able to ever achieve too!
Because there is no limit to what a person wants.
Go wild with your imagination and who knows one day you would be able to achieve them afterall!
Good luck, my love.
You know I love you.
Always and forever.
The irony.
What's more upsetting or hurts is that when I'm planning and doing something for you and simultaneously, we are fighting or arguing.
The last time it happened was your bday. Trying to do something for your big day with tears and depression.
This time round, your convocation.
Looking at my work that I've done, I felt even more upset.
My intention was to make you happy with the stuff that I'm working on but the stuff is being made with emotions that are affected due to our arguments.
How ironic.
The last time it happened was your bday. Trying to do something for your big day with tears and depression.
This time round, your convocation.
It is like loving you with emotions of anger or upset at the same time.
It does not even make sense.
My intention is supposed to be good. Really good. Because I really love you..
I really do wonder
When I put my feelings after yours.
We argue.
When I put my feelings before yours.
Everything will be fine.
Or least they SEEM fine.
Because my feelings still remain in me.
It's still lingering in my mind.
It's always bugging my brain and ultimately messes up my emotions.
When I can't could it any much longer,
I put my feelings out after yours.
We argue.
And the cycle continues.
Who is there to blame.
Why does this happen in the first place if we are truly interested and willing to accept each other's feelings and thoughts.
Why can't we accept the differences in our views.
Is it a must to have our beliefs aligned?
Why does one side has to be right or wrong?
Is it really not possible to have 2 existing different views and to accept or respect one's thought?
We argue.
When I put my feelings before yours.
Everything will be fine.
Or least they SEEM fine.
Because my feelings still remain in me.
It's still lingering in my mind.
It's always bugging my brain and ultimately messes up my emotions.
When I can't could it any much longer,
I put my feelings out after yours.
We argue.
And the cycle continues.
Who is there to blame.
Why does this happen in the first place if we are truly interested and willing to accept each other's feelings and thoughts.
Why can't we accept the differences in our views.
Is it a must to have our beliefs aligned?
Why does one side has to be right or wrong?
Is it really not possible to have 2 existing different views and to accept or respect one's thought?
Unsettling.
Had a sleepless night.
Because there's an unsettled business.
Am I the only one feeling so?
Because there's an unsettled business.
Am I the only one feeling so?
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