Dream job?

Just yesterday I saw a person i knew having a job that i wanted. It made me jealous. For real. I rarely feel this way but seeing others (especially someone I actually knew) living a job that i wish I could have hurts. 

Being able to write and publish materials that are able to gain real views. How satisfying that could be. Not only you are able to do something that you like, you are able the to gauge the amount of attention n interest that you have garnered instantaneously from the piece that you have written. How enviable is that. 

This reminds me of another job that I am envious about which is calligrapher. Seb Lester in particular. Art. Writing. Something i would love to do n be good at. However im not talented in such ways. 

I believe I am not gifted with any special talents. Not that I'm aware of. Hence I seriously so not know what I am actually good at.   What exactly am I passionate about? But does that make me great at what I'm passionate about? 

I have dreams. Or had. But they're just dreams. Dreams that doesnt make money. 

They're deemed impractical at the moment for now I desperately needs to earn more money. 

It's unfortunate really. 

Life of a person who is not born with a silver spoon.