I have. All in less than 12 hours.

Have you ever watched your loved one sleep?
Have you ever done nothing and just lie next to your sleeping loved one?
Have you ever thought about every single detail of your relationship?
Have you ever felt so emotionally glad and happy to have your significant other?
Have you ever felt so in love?
Have you ever stopped doing something you thought you wanted to do just to jump right next to your loved one knowing that he is awake?
Have you ever felt that all you want to do is just hug and kiss and say I love you to your loved one?
Have you ever felt you would like to just wallow in the fact that you are so so happy and glad to have your loved one and weep without you even realizing because all you were thinking about is just how much you really love this person and how bad you would like the relationship to last forever and ever?
Have you ever been doubted harshly instantaneously on why you are being so emotional as if you have done something wrong?
Have you ever explained and told your loved one that those tears were just tears of joy and feeling of complete blessing?
Have you ever been distrusted?
Have you ever felt how it feels like to get your heart crushed over and over again watching your partner resenting you?
Have you ever felt so innocent that you have no idea why you were getting such response?
Have you ever felt like you were on a cloud nine moments before and it became you worst nightmare to realize that your partner acts in the way you did not picture it to be?
Have you ever felt so hurt that you realize that your way of expressing your love has proved you something?
Have you ever finally realized that your partner sees you in a certain way, a way in which you are not exactly a great person?
Have you ever felt so heartbroken that your partner after all does not see so much good in you to actually believe whatever that you tried to say?
Have you ever weep yourself to sleep feeling so broken?
Have you ever wake up during odd hours wondering what has just happened to my relationship and failing to go back to sleep?
Have you ever seen your partner sleeping on the floor and not knowing if you should actually ask him to get on the bed?
Have you ever thought about how much he resented you?
Have you ever thought of why didn't he try to talk to you anymore or to touch you any more?
Have you ever think and think again so much that you fell back again into sleep?
Have you ever woke up feeling so emotionally exhausted that you just wish you know what to do?
Have you ever felt like being a terrible person before?
Have you ever felt like you do not want to be yourself anymore because you realized that your true self after all receives resentment and why don't you just be a person whom you hate and resent as well?
Have you ever left home feeling like you were going to break into tears?
Have you ever got into the car and stared into the blanks for a couple of seconds without knowing what you want before driving off without emotion?
Have you ever doubted your decision of being a terrible person for the day?
Have you ever drove so slow that you do not give a damn whether you reach work on time or not?
Have you ever in fact maybe just hope that you will be involved in an accident?
Have you ever felt so hurt that maybe after all what you are is not what your partner wants?
Have you ever felt so so hurt that you realized that your partner may never able to accept your true self?
Have you ever just felt so damn hurt that you seriously do not know what to do and think anymore because you feel like nothing will ever end up the way you wanted to be?
Have you ever just realized that after all what you wanted to hear or feel from your partner when you told him you loved him was just a tight hug and a deep kiss and his mutual feelings for you or asking you why are you weeping and that you are just being silly instead of getting the response of what is wrong with you?
Have you ever typed so much in your office and typing every words down makes you want to cry even more?
Have you ever hope that you could just leave work immediately and go somewhere alone and not do anything at all for the rest of the day so that you can think even more and cry even more?
Have you ever thought that maybe it is your fault and maybe you should have just shut your mouth and hold back your tears last night and everything would be just fine?
Have you ever wondered why expressing your feelings will actually lead to all this?

I have. All in less than 12 hours.