Devil in me

I'm not feeling well at all.

Physically and mentally.

I wish I could just go home and sleep all day.

Not wanting to do anything.

Not wanting to think about anything.

Not wanting to care about anything.

Can I just erase my thoughts and let my body rest?

How ridiculous.

Who am I to ask for so much.

I'm just a worthless piece of shit.

So what if I am much more capable than the others.

- No one will see your effort and acknowledge it, idiot.

So what if I am tired of everything.

- No one cares please. Stop being a bitch.
Stop being a sensitive bitch.
People around you are suffering because of you.
You are killing everyone's mood.
Why can't you just suck it up and get over it bitch.
Stop making things difficult for others.
You know what, maybe you're better of dead.
Just leave. No one wants such negative person around.